Sunday, 7 April 2013

pawb yn hoffi cwtsh

Another long delay, but I'm back, I promise.

I've been thinking a lot lately. More self-improvement stuff.

I'm going to dedicate a day to languages. I have GCSE Grade French and German, that needs bringing back up to standard. I made a vague attempt at learning Welsh last year. It's an absolutely beautiful language, and so I'm going to push myself into a conversational level there too. (Hopefully. the mutations confuse me right now!)

I'm slowly slowly doing up the flat. I have 2 boxes of books and a bag of DVDs to go to the Charity shop this week. And ridiculous amounts of rubbish to go to the compound this evening (last thing before bed after Gwaith/Cartref). I've lived in my flat 5 years now (the longest I've lived anywhere since 2002!) and I've decorated every room except my own so I'm making that my priority.

I'm going to make some attempt at being less isolated. I isolate myself, which I don't always mean to. I have some intense self-esteem issues, and a lot of the time I feel as though I'm not good enough to socialise with other people, like they won't want to know me, and this attitude is something I need to get out of. I'm just as good as anyone else, and thinking bad of myself is my BIGGEST issue lately.

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